I want to apologize

I lied to you

yes, I do

I did it for you and for me

I saw in your eyes that shone with love

love for another person for an illusion

so, I wanted to give you what you were looking for

I pretended to be another to love me

to see in your eye’s happiness

I apologize

for wanting to love you

for believing that we would both live together

I wanted to give you the best

and invent another life

I dressed and put on a mask

from someone who was not me

I did everything to wake up your love

I apologize because I did it

you fell in love with a ghost

and now I apologize